today i cry for stupid reasons

today i cry for stupid reasons
things i can do nothing about
they are not in my hands

today i cry for stupid reasons
everyone else wants to blame them on hormones
i know its more, i'm not telling

today i cry for stupid reasons
about things that will probably never change
about things my whole being wants to change

today i cry for stupid reasons
and as i do, the tears fall, unseen
it makes them hurt more than anything

today i cry for stupid reasons
reasons certain and unsure
reasons always wanting more

today i cry for stupid reasons
and once again i long for him to appear
i just need him to make everything ok

today i cry for stupid reasons
i hate myself for it
and i want everyone else to hate me too

today i cry for stupid reasons
all the times i thought things would never be the same were lies,
things are always the same

today i cry for stupid reasons
just like i did yesterday and the day before
just like i will on this earth forevermore

today i cry for stupid reasons
for the love that i refuse
and for the refusal of my love