to...

this is to you
yes
you
the very person reading these words
at this very moment
you mean more than you could imagine
keep reading
...

you look around
people are enjoying your company
but everything feels fictional
you cant believe any of this could be real
you think of a world subtracting yourself
it seems great
too great
its scary
you dont want to think this way
but you cant help it
people bring words of encouragement
but these only bring more hurt
cuz they feel like lies
piercing deep

its times like these that we must remember that we only see things from our one sole perspective, there are so many others... believe it or not, you have probably incidentally saved people's lives... by your mere existance, you have altered the universe... and it would only take one move to alter it for the worse... no one really wants to see you go, no matter what they say or feel... just because everyone isnt thinking about you or clinging to your every longing doesnt mean that you arent important... do you tell every person how deeply you care and feel about them??? NO! makes you feel a little silly about it all, huh?!

in some way or another,
i (and a lot of other people) love you
dont push that thought away
dont try to shove it away just cuz it doesnt bring you the pity you're hoping for
you are loved
and you can just bask in that